LOVE is NOT LOVE UNTIL it is SHARED!
......aim for the best! you deserved it, co'z you're someone special; in fact, very special!
-butsikik-
IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE
If your not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If your not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I cant take it, I don’t understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If your not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If your not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why your so far away
But I know that this much is true
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in your the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I cant take it, I don’t understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
LOVE is NOT LOVE UNTIL it is SHARED!
Afraid For Love To Fade
my head in a jam cant take you off my mind
from the time we met i've been beset by thoughts of you
and the more that i ignore this feeling
the more i find my self believin'
that i have to see you again
i cant let you pass me by
i cant let you go but i know
that im much too shy to let you know
afraid that i might say the wrong
word and displease you
afraid for love to fade
before it can come true
like a child again
im out and lost for words
how can one define a crush combine with longing
longing to posses oh so dearly
and im obsessed with you completely
ill go mad if i cant have you
i cant let you pass me by
i cant let you go let me say
the things and the words to let you know
i would rather say the awkward words than to loose you
afraid for love to fade
before it can come true
afraid for love to fade
before it can come true...
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
words by william parish, Meet Joe Black
Posted at 03:29 pm by butsikik
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Friday, November 11, 2005
i realized i haven't posted any picture of pohnpei, so here it is. taken yesterday, while relaxing after a stressful day at work, with a view of Sokehs Rock, pohnpei's trademark.
Posted at 07:13 pm by butsikik
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
kosrae, island of the sleeping lady  kosrae, fsm 
Posted at 04:54 pm by butsikik
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Monday, October 24, 2005
20 random things about me
i was tagged by nyss.
here's how this thing goes: 20 random facts about me then tag the same number of people as the minutes it took you to write the facts.
1. i don't repeat watching the same movie
2. i love writing but hate reading
3. i usually crave for balot, isaw, goto, champayne, caldereta
4. i love solving puzzles
5. i love brandy but hate whisky
6. ako'y isang torpe ;p
7. i'm not so fond of eating bread
8. i'm an ex-insomiac
9. i love to create poems
10. my videoke masterpieces are Butsikik Voltes V (Japanese version)
11. i'm on the phone about 20% of my waking hours
12. i was a farmer when i was in grade school, carpenter during high school and a part-time isaw vendor in college
13. my cooking specialty: sinigang at nilaga
14. i'm a homebody who travels a lot
15. you'll see me wearing either a crew cut, flat top or semi kalbo
16. i'm fond of politics but i'm never the king, just always the king maker
17. i'm super seloso
18. my stress reliever is Snickers chocolate ice cream bar
19. i'm a morning person
20. i'm fascinated with stars
it took me two days to finish that so i'm tagging arglene and marhgil, hehe.
Posted at 12:54 am by butsikik
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
a view from blue lagoon resort, chuuk, fsm. taken sept 29, '05
Posted at 03:01 pm by butsikik
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
somebody shared this to dra. joep sebastian-umandal from her yahoogroup sent by her bestfriend miss con bautista.
What does it mean to be a lover? It is more than just
being married to or making love to someone. Millions of
people are married, millions of people have sex - but few
are real lovers. To be a real lover, you must commit to
and participate in a perpetual dance of intimacy with your
partner.
You are a lover when you appreciate the gift that your
partner is, and celebrate that gift every day.
You are a lover when you remember that your partner
does not belong to you - he or she is on loan from the
universe.
You are a lover when you realize that nothing that
happens between you will be insignificant, that everything
you say in the relationship has the potential to cause your
beloved joy or sorrow, and everything you do will either
strengthen your connection or weaken it.
You are a lover when you understand all this, and thus
wake up each morning filled with gratitude that you have
another day in which to love and enjoy your partner.
When you have a lover in your life, you are richly
blessed. You have been given the gift of another person
who has chosen to walk beside you. He or she will share
your days and your nights, your bed and your burdens. Your
lover will see secret parts of you that no one else sees.
He or she will touch places on your body that no one else
touches. Your lover will seek you out where you have been
hiding, and create a haven for you within safe, loving
arms.
Your lover offers you an abundance of miracles every
day. He has the power to delight you with his smile, his
voice, the scent of his neck, the way he moves. She has
the power to banish your loneliness. He has the power to
turn the ordinary into the sublime. She is your doorway to
heaven here on earth. |
true....absolutely true!
Posted at 11:08 am by butsikik
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
what's in a person's name? can you really see an individual's profile through his/her name? my experiences say so. our valedictorian back in high school is so religious, her name is Chrysel which i always perceived to be Christ is Love; or a friend so jolly named LITO which to me goes Life Is Totally Outstanding; or Eunice who's so Unique and Nice; or GIGI who's so Georgeus In Given Instances; or my oldmaid aunt Lina whose Love Is Not Available really fits!
it really amazed me how ones name describes his/her own being!
Posted at 03:10 am by butsikik
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Friday, March 04, 2005
every human being is outstanding!
every individual is special!
life is full of uncertainties; a lot of problems, troubles, aches, pains, stress, pressures, downfalls, failures, setbacks, tears, fears, burdens, loads, questions arise each day. some people tend to succumb, a number seem to surrender. some just exist.......but the majority of mankind rise up on every fall.....they treated uncertainties as life's surprises co'z problems have solutions, troubles can be fixed, aches and pains' cured, even stress and pressures relax, downfalls rise, failures' succeed, setbacks win, tears' smile and laugh, fears have courage, burdens and loads are at ease and questions have their own answers. everyone is a winner in his own right......... co'z we live....
it's so hard to pass a test on survival of the fittest amongst hundreds of millions of competitors! and you came out a champion!
note* butsikik is attending a conference/workshop on erectile dysfunction. (thus the reminder, hehehe)
Posted at 09:33 am by butsikik
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
palampatetot watched gary v.'s concert last saturday night in University of Guam's auditorium. interestingly enough, he heard two songs currently playing in his mind..."Dahil Sa 'Yo" at "Come Back To Me"........
the lyrics of the first song goes something like...... because of you, my life has changed......
the lyrics of the second song goes like....... come back to me bok ang puso, wala ka ng magagawa kundi sundin ito...........hehehe corny!
seriously.......songs play great parts of our everyday living. songs can actually inspire one's life and/or in return one's life can inspire in the making of a song!
butsikik's day started confused but when he read the lyrics of Kelly Clarkson's "A Moment Like This", everything brightens up!
baraculio went to a karaoke bar last night, he sang Yoyoy Villame's "Butsikik"; his guests, an australian lady and a Kiwi (new zealander) ask their companions (all filipinos) to pls translate the song to english so that they can comprehend on the message of the song.....the group were surprised, NOBODY UNDERSTAND EVEN A WORD IN IT......and YET EVERYBODY ENJOYED IT!
Posted at 02:54 am by butsikik
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
i want to say so many things to you.......
i want to write an article thanking you....
i want to create a poem admiring you.......
i want to compose lyrics that will describe you.....
i need to say the thoughts in my mind....
i need to write those ideas.....
i need to create those stanzas......
i need to compose those song that will serenade you...
wants, i've got a lot....
needs, i've got enough.....
but the gist of this draft......?
to declare.....YOU are my love!
Posted at 08:24 am by butsikik
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